Tuesday, January 27, 2015

Losing a family member...symbolically

So my mom found this blog through my Facebook and has taken the posts about her as a personal attack on her. She deleted me on Facebook then (after a status from me trying to provoke her into telling me why) told me that ultimately she can not be friends with or associate with someone who chooses to follow Satan over the one true God. Then she told me that I'm only allowed at her house one or two more times to get the rest of my stuff out of her house.

To be honest at first I was pissed. How could she be this immature about it? Then I was indifferent. Everything was out now. My true thoughts and feelings and my true path. Now I'm a little hurt. I never thought that my own mother wouldn't be able to look past the differences to see that ultimately I am her daughter. Her own flesh and blood.

Either way I'm happy that I finally said what has been needed to be said for years. The cards on the table and she, instead of playing her own cards, switched to a different game. I hope she has a happy life. I'll miss her and I hope one day we can move past this but for now I've been summarily disowned.

)o( Jena

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