So I woke up today thinking that today is going to be a good day. I was wrong. I realized something that I failed to mention in my previous blog so here goes.
My dad is normally on my side when it comes to Cherry doing her one and only chore each and every day. He gets just as pissed as me when she doesn't do it. My mom? Oh no, that's her baby and she helps out mom "all the time" so there's no need to yell at her for not doing her chore. Which pisses off me, dad, and hubby. Today I wake up and walk out of my room only to find out that Cherry's one chore of taking out the trash has now been transferred to yours fucking truly. Seriously!?
So now I have to take care of my mom, cook her and dad's dinner every night, do the dishes every night, be at her beck and call for every hour of the day, take out the trash every night at 10, strive to not kill someone, and strive to hold onto my fucking sanity and integrity until I and my hubby can get the fuck out of here.
April can't come quick enough. We're hoping with our tax return we can move out and get our own vehicle so that I will not have to be here any more. We've been planning on moving back to North Dakota since we've been living with my parents but it was me who in a way but the kibosh on that. I didn't want to have my first child 1500 miles away from my family. I'm regretting my decision. So basically as soon as we can we'll be moving as far away from here as I can.
I used to be a mother's girl. Now? Fuck that. I'm tired of being taken advantage of. I'm tired of being yelled at to be like my baby sister when the person yelling at me sleeps and eats all damn day and doesn't even know half the shit that comes out of Cherry's mouth against her.
I have to stop now or I'll probably throw my computer.
)o( Jena
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