Let me first start off by saying that since I graduated from High School almost 6 years ago (good god I'm old...) I haven't had a "good sleep routine". I'm staying up till 6-7am and not waking up until 5-6pm. Sometimes I sleep longer. Now there are days where I will wake up early in the morning awake and rejuvenated and ready to face the day and be tired at a reasonable time and I'll think "Maybe, just maybe I've finally gotten it back on track!". But it's all in vain. I don't technically have anything motivating me to get up each morning. There are certain days that I'm motivated but it's not a long term or even permanent motivation to get up early and greet the day.
That being said, for the last few days I've been waking up early. Sunday I woke up at 8:30 and I stayed awake the whole day and went to sleep at 2am. Monday I woke up at 7:30 but I lounged in bed for a few hours before finally getting up and staying up until (you guessed it) 2am. Tuesday I woke up an a completely unreasonable time for my body (around 6-7 I believe) and it really hit hard. I was exhausted all day. I didn't even leave my bedroom. I stayed on my bed browsing my computer all day.
This, in turn, caused me to get very sleepy around 3pm and I ended up falling asleep. I didn't wake up until this morning at 5 am. You read that right. 5 am! Why was I up at this time of day? Why is my internal clock running all wonky? So here I am, it's almost 9pm. Food's been made and served, dishes and kitchen is clean (as per my "job description"), Hubby's at work and I'm sitting here browsing possible blogs trying my hardest not to fall asleep on top of my computer.
)o( Jena
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